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I had several goals at the beginning of my student teaching that I would like to review. A few include:
I had several goals at the beginning of my student teaching that I would like to review. A few include:
Goal One: Get along with the cooperating teacher and his/her teaching style even if I dont necessarily agree with it.
I was lucky in my student teaching to find a teacher who I could relate my teaching style to. I was plesantly surprised on how well we got along. I think that I will miss her a mentor/role-model. I owe her so much thanks that I cant even put it into words. She even helped me get a full-time position at the school.
Goal Two: Memorize all the students' names and get to know something about them other than if their penmanship is horrific.
It may have taken a week or two to master all the students' names, but I did it! I was so proud of myself because I knew I would have a difficult time with it. I made it a habit to read all the students' journal writes to get to know them. I also forced myself to respond with more than just a smiley face to the students' journal writes too. I think that jesture alone helped the students feel more comfortable with talking and sharing with me.
Goal Three: Learn how to be firm and professional but still a friend and helping hand to a student.
I have to admit that this is a toughy for me. I find myself being a push-over sometimes but I am way more comfortable with saying "no" now than I was throughout my education and practicums at BSU. I think that Kellie was a great mentor for this. She taught me how a little threat can make all the difference (at least for seventh grade). For example, telling a student that their name will be put on the board can make all the difference.
Goal Four: Survive parent/teacher conferences without having a parent make me cry.
Kellie gave me the whole responsibility of taking over student teaching. I was very nervous. There were a few parents that were pushy and defensive, but overall it was a positive experience. No crying. : ) However, I know that there will be that one parent someday that will.
Goal Five: Be outgoing and not nervous when teaching (master the idea that I am in control; this is my class).
I am typically a quiet person so overcoming nervousness to be outgoing is something that I am still working on. I had an image in my mind at the beginning of student teaching that I would be nervous and that the seventh grade students would notice and take advantage of me right away. I guess I was just over-reacting. I think that the students were very kind (at least most of them) and they really had no idea what a student teacher was. Maybe, I was just lucky. But after I realized this, I was comfortable in front of the class. The students looked up to me as a intellectual person who was confident, not someone struggling with control and I thank them for that.
Overall, I accomplished all of my goals. There were a few areas that I havent quite mastered yet but I am going to continue to keep learning for years to come!
In the final part of this assignment, I need to describe a meaningful experience that I had during my student teaching and discuss why this experience was meaningful to me and how I was changed as an educator.
I had a few of these experiences but the one that I will remember most is with one of my autistic students. He was struggling with the journal writes in class. Students in class are handed a writing prompt and are asked to write as much as they can about the subject in ten minutes. The length of the writing determines the students' grade (the longer it is, the higher the grade). This student knew that the length of his writing determined his grade and knew his own weaknesses in writing would affect his grade. He decided to give up and not write. I approached him because he was not doing his assignment and asked him why he decided not to write. He claimed "I am retarded and cant write as fast as everyone else. I cant do this and get a good grade." I was somewhat shocked when he told me this. I was surprised that he actually thought this about himself. I responded by saying "I know you are not retarded. I know you are smart and I know you can do this assignment. I would rather you try and complete half a page of writing than do nothing at all and fail." When he turned in his assignment he had wrote about a half a page and the content of his writing was great. Even though a typical "A" grade would require him to write a full page, I believed that he deserved an "A" because of the hard work he put into it. So I gave it to him. In addition, I marked on his paper the different lengths of "F" which is nothing to a few lines of writing, "D" which is a short paragraph of writing, "C" which is about a half a page of writing, "B" which is three-forths of a page and "A" which is a full page of writing.
The next day when I returned all the papers, he asked my why he deserved the "A" I gave him and I told him, "I seen you working really hard and you deserved it." He was smiling and excited to complete the next journal write. From then on, he always marked the different lengths and grades on his paper so he knew how long to write to recieve the grade he wanted. He wrote full pages without any complaints for the rest of the quarter.